Wigs, hair & concentration camps!

​So Im still feeling very sore from the op but I went to go wig shopping, having a look at the NHS wigs. After having a bit of a read about them, where if you're unemployed and on benefits you get a free wig, yet if you've actually got to turn up to a job looking presentable you have to pay £70.... I already had an idea as to what the place was going to be like. 


And I couldn't have been so close to the truth!! A German prisoner of war concentration camp is the only way I could describe the waiting area! Seeing the staff in thier white trousers/white jackets.... They looked like evil doctors/psyco people!! Met by the rudest receptionist who made me feel it was my fault I was there in the first place, and running late, I decided to forego the appointment and walked out! It was depressing. 

Id made the decision to have my long locks chopped, so it wasn't such a shock in the next couple weeks when my hair starts falling out. Im keeping my ponytail to make into extensions for when my hair does start growing back! The long locks ive had since I can remember got snipped :( and Ive been left with a crop cut, which don't get me wrong Molly at Madison Avenue Hair has done amazingly, but it's not my long hair, it's not me. Depressing point number two day. 

All in all, reality of the side effects have sunk in. No hair, no eyebrows, no eyelashes..... Not a vain person but I won't look like me every time I see myself in a mirror. Depressing day and no sleep whilst the head is on overload mode.